Yeah.. so that cool little ticker to the right.. it says 65 days left.
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| no idea whose baby this is btw.. thanks google images! |
I am beginning to make preparations for labor as if Keith will be out to sea (it is a very real possibility it seems the closer and closer we get to March). I am not going to lie.. it is freaking me out quite a bit. How did I just now realize that I can't just leave the dog at home to fend for himself for days? I probably won't want to drive myself to the hospital either if I am contracting.. I have some shit to take care of apparently :P Thank goodness I don't have a kid already bc I'm sure I would have forgotten to make arrangements for him/her if Keith wasn't going out to sea :P
I've been in a funk lately. I hope I can shake it soon! I am hoping it has just been the weather and the dark and the fact that I am home by myself 80% of the time.
Last Saturday, I ended up going to get that 3d/4d ultrasound. I teared up after I left because I'm a brat and I was really disappointed. I pictured something like this:
In reality, what I have is the most stubborn daughter on the planet. Baby Jillian did not want to cooperate (like at her other two 3d ultrasounds..). She was sleeping and facing my back. She had her face covered in placenta and she wouldn't budge with any amount of prodding or me changing positions. I got 6 pictures and they all look exactly the same..
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| Obviously my child's nose isn't cut off and points upward bc it looked perfectly normal at my a/s |
I could tell the guy felt awful for me and he printed me a bunch of pictures (like the same 3 in color and in black and white as well as gave me the CD which I don't think was included in my package). He told me I could call and come back this week for another try. He WAS able to get a perfect and clear shot of her girly bits (the first time the cord was b/w her legs and the second time her legs were crossed so I had a small doubt in the back of my mind that there would be a surprise penis that we couldn't see before). He said she had a textbook labia (odd..) lol
This time I thought I was prepared. I knew Jill was still in the same position bc I've been feeling her in the same spots for weeks (she is transverse with her head under my right side of my ribs which explains the pokes and arms I keep feeling on my right side when trying to bend over). I had an iced coffee on the drive to my new appointment. This time she was awake at least so I got to see her move. But this time she had not only placenta in her face, but she kept trying to suck on her arm and the cord was in her face. I got to see her smile and move her mouth open and close. We got some better pictures, but not great ones. She was facing a little more towards my front, but with all the crap in the way, he couldn't get a good picture of her whole face so I have a bunch of shots of different parts of her face as he moved the wand around and zoomed in and out past placenta..
My sweet girl has a cute little nose, her head seems really small and round, and she's got adorable little cheeks! Her chin is so tiny too! Thankfully she isn't sporting the mustache-looking upper lip now that she has a bit of chunk on her face. In the 2d, he said he could see that she had hair! He didn't point out what he was looking at though (I think he was trying not to waste any time getting the good shots since she wasn't cooperating)
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| This is what I'm talking about with the huge upper lip and tiny chin. This is from the anatomy scan at 19w5d |
Overall, I wouldn't do it again because I didn't have a fantastic experience either time I went this week. I wish I had a less stubborn child in there that didn't love her placenta so much! I loved the experience we had at my sister's ultrasound at 29 weeks with my nephew. It was so cool to see him. He didn't have as much fat on his cheeks as Jillian does though. Jackie told me she wished she'd done it a few weeks later. I have heard you should do it b/w 27-32 weeks because baby is close to what he/she will look like and after 32 weeks things start getting squished in there. Jill had a lot of fluid according to the tech.. she just really loves her security blanket! Maybe this means she'll love having her taggie blanket I made her!
I got a few things today at the consignment shops (I visited two I hadn't been to before today.. one was meh and one had awesome stuff, but I wasn't willing to pay their prices.. like 25 bucks for a bouncer. Maybe it was a pricier bouncer, but if I'm shopping at consignment stores, I'm not going to pay 25 bucks for a used bouncer when I know I can get a new one on amazon for 30 even if it isn't the same bouncer). I didn't get anything terribly exciting. I got a Boppy, a head support thingy (this is for her stroller, swing, and bouncer.. NOT her car seat. You shouldn't put anything between baby and car seat unless it came manufactured with the car seat. I am only pointing this out because I had NO clue and I had registered for all the cute little headrests and seat belt covers and I had pinned patterns to make covers for car seats until I read a blog on car safety for babies and toddlers), a cute outfit that says "daddy loves me" (the dad stuff melts me), and a lamaze toy that I had on my registry that still has tags on it. In the pictures, I also have my target buys from a few days back because they were still on the table downstairs. I got her an outfit with a onesie that says "everybody loves me" with ruffle butt pants and a little pink sweater. I also got her a sleeper with an owl on it that comes with an owl bib and an owl hat! (I loooove baby hats if you can't tell). I also got her some sunglasses that match a pair of shoes she has and a bow (all of the target stuff was on clearance).


Welp, I guess my weekly update on Sunday will be short lol. I shared everything today.
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| Yesterday's bump 30w4d |
I probably should have picked a day at the beginning of pregnancy to do bump pics.. but most of my earlier ones are on Wednesdays so I keep doing Wednesdays (hump day bump day on my fb groups) and Saturdays (my ticker change day) so I will have comparisons. It doesn't change much from day to day so I don't know why I keep doing both every week.. :P
BTW, I am super excited bc my lovely friend is making me a special necklace to wear for my shower with this:
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| excuse the vacuum cord and puppy's blanket/bed area behind me |
She and her sister make hand-dyed jewelry that is non-toxic and safe for baby to chew on! I plan to order a few for looking cute and giving baby something to play with while nursing or baby wearing! They also do pacifier clips that are absolutely gorgeous! Jill is most definitely getting a pink one to go with all of her adorable clothes that I've spent all of my husband's money on! haha
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